I am in the YES FLOW with the Universe

"Every thought I think is creating my future"
The Universe totally supports every thought I choose to think and believe. I have unlimited choices about what I think. I choose bliss, balance, peace and harmony. I choose to express it in my life. 


Today was the best day I've had in Colorado YET!
I scored a super cozy studio apartment, put down the deposit today. I so look forward to creating the perfect space! :) A local hooper is moving and getting rid of TONS of furniture! She's hooking ME up! I'm so lucky! I also scored a sweet dresser today dumpster diving!
So blessed.
I have some interviews lining up and now only working at one job. about 16 hr/week...hoping to find some more work soon!



"I am in the process of Positive Change"
I am unfolding in fulfilling ways. Only good can come to me. 
I now express HEALTH, HAPPINESS, PROSPERITY, and peace of mind.



"My thoughts are creative"
The out to every negative thought that comes to my mind!!!
No person, place or thing has any power over me, for I am the only thinker in my mind. I create my own reality and everyone in it. 

Torn Between Dreams and Responsibilities

So much turmoil in my head and heart at the moment. 


As you all know I made this move to Colorado to get a fresh start, and to heal from my heartache. 


The transition has been hard. For many reasons. Things are getting better. I have an amazing family supporting me. I think I'm going to make it... but...


*****I've made the decision to not do Electric Forrest Festival*****
in turn this should allow me to successfully attend Sonic Bloom & Hornings while still paying rent. :) 


This summer I have the opportunity to perform at 3 amazing music festivals. 


Sonic Bloom-I have to pay a discounted ticket. 
Electric Forrest and Hornings Hideout- just need help with travel costs. 


and this is where the turmoil really sets in...if I can't even afford getting my home life situated, how dare I even consider going to dance, play and be free.


My heart breaks thinking of not LIVING MY DREAMS and NOT performing hoop dance at these festivals because I financially can't afford it. 


If you have any $ you can help donate to my paypal account I would be so very grateful. I'll trade anything I can! I can do g-chat/skype hoop lessons, nutrition and fitness work. Really anything, I'll help you with if you help me in this rough transition.
groovinmegzz@gmail.com

GOAL: $200

Please HELP!!!

Summer Festival 2012 Performances

I am so honored and grateful to be truly living out my dreams this summer!!!
You will find me performing at these following music festivals! 
*More to be added!!! 


Sonic Bloom June 21-24 2012 Georgetown, CO

Festival Website  For Line up-tickets and more information!
Facebook Event Page

Hornings Hideout with String Cheese Incident 

July 19-22nd 2012 North Plains, OR

http://stringcheeseincident.com/hornings/

Hoop to see you!

Where ever you go, there you are.

"I am patient. I am present. I am peaceful"

As we approach the end of May, I am slowly coming to terms with my new surroundings. The transition has been emotionally challenging and has inspired consistent growth. I'm so blessed to have my family, friends all over, a beautiful house to stay in, delicious colorful nutritious food, and my sweet kitties to help make my days easier and brighter. 

One of my roommates hooked me up with a job within less than a week of living out here! Most my week days are filled with trimming medical marijuana from 8:30-5ish. I find so much gratitude as I work with all organic beautifully grown precious medicine. The medical marijuana industry is changing lives for the better. Our dispensary works to inspire their patients to ease off of the poisonous & addictive pharmaceutic "medicine" and turning them on to CBD oils and rock butter concentrates. Its nice to be working in an industry that provides relief for its patients and works to legalize this amazing plant from God. 


I think of my Portland loves all the time. When I wake up, all throughout the day, as I lay down at night. My first two and half weeks were filled with several daily cry sessions. It hits me like a brick wall and I drop to my knees and sob. "It's not easy to be healing" Therefore, I will not feel embarrassment for my moments of weakness. I also acknowledge my bratty attitude at times. I just break and buckle and only wish to run to where I feel safe and already established. 

Words from a dear friend Lacye :) 

"Pushing boundaries is what our art is all about, Megz. Sometimes we have to take what we learn from our hoops and apply it to our lives. When things fall down, maybe we are giving TOO much, or NOT enough. We have to celebrate the fall. Knowing that to give it a name like "failure" takes the beauty of the movement away. I love you and know you can make ANYTHING work. You have to believe in yourself. Because in the end, that is all that matters. People can support and love you, but it will never make a difference if you do not love and support you first. HOME is where YOU are. Mother earth is your home, and you are free to travel about. Your friends will love you and be here for you NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE. Being vulnerable? Incredible experience. Being uncomfortable? Expansion in new territory"


I'm working on finding the safety of "home" within my heart. Realizing mother earth is my home and I am free to travel and roam. Portland wasn't my first home, Virginia was, and as I have adjusted before I will again. My first priority is to get my own place. Build a place where I feel so safe, happy and secure I never need to leave. I see hardwood floors, sunlight, high ceilings, beautiful backyard. I am now attracting all that I desire for my new life here. 

I am perfectly capable of building a brand new amazing beautiful successful life in Denver, CO. 

I've got my head up and my heart open. I feel the strength I've gained through the torture and sadness of the last 8 months of my life. I'm playing the music loud and swaying to the rhythm of love. My heart is filled with gratitude and sunlight. 
Plus, I've got the sweetest most precious kitty to love on. He's got my back through it all. 

Diamond in the Rough

You are a diamond in the rough, brilliant and beautiful and shine like the sun. Diamonds are tough. Light enters and bounces around then bursts out in rainbows abound. The facets are many, sometimes more than plenty. It can be confusing which face you are using. Each one projects beauty, outward, inward or down to the ground. SO hold your diamond mind high, and point it towards the sky because rainbows of that brightness are in short supply ♥ 


A poem from my sister she writes: " I wrote that for you this morning. To remind you that you are a light body and that light bodies recognize other light bodies. You take in the light projected to you from the people around you who surround you with love. You take that light into the prism of your being and reflect it outward like rainbow lasers. It's awesome =) ♥"




Another poem my sister wrote for me while I was traveling from OR to VA for the holidays..


"During your day of travel be aware~ your energy & beauty will cause people to stare. Your smile is contagious, your outfits outrageous, and such pretty hair =) Be aware of this power because if your mood goes sour ~ this radiant flower will arrive in despair. Keep this in mind and help people remember that this time in December is one of love and care. People are crazy and running around forgetting to appreciate the beauty abound. Remind them of this, as you float through their world. A faery in passing, navigating people amassing. Like a rainbow traveling from A to B you bring joy to all those who are lucky enough to see" ♥ 

Happily separated from Misery

"Life expands in proportion to our courage to open the door"

Here's a poem I wrote shortly after the break up:

Imaginary future, misleading truths
several lessons hard earned, mistakes well learned
impatience and explosive rage, locked in a cage
suffocating from misery, choking from the fog
ignoring intuition, knowing we were wrong
walking away, forgetting, forgiving, releasing
allowing, accepting, compassion, virtue
brighter path, happier life, blessed being of the universe
Happily Separated from Misery

GroovinMeGzz is Moving to Denver, CO! Farewell/Hoop Jam April 1st!

Hello my fellow hoopers, friends and loved ones.... I have BIG NEWS! I am moving from the lovely city of Portland, OR and headed east to Denver, CO!  I have so many friends welcoming me with their arms wide open, I feel very blessed. I know in my heart of hearts I am making the right decision, but it is hard to leave so many awesome friends and this amazing city behind....

But...I can't even begin to describe to you how badly I need this move... My heart has been trapped here, I can't seem to heal from being shattered, plus I have no real positive opportunities manifesting... it is my time to move on. Once I made this decision my heart has felt lighter, my outlook is brighter and I know this will be an ultimate healing journey. 


I am full of gratitude for all I have experienced here in Portland. So grateful for all the amazing people I met, and memories we've shared. 
I appreciate all the love and support. 




I am planning several events for us to gather and celebrate LIFE!!! So far this is the only one on the books... stay tuned!

April Fools Farewell Birthday Hoop Jam at Centerspace 420 SE 6th Ave

Sunday April 1st 2:00-4:00pm
$3-5 donation please :)