Sunday, September 2, 2012

Jumping into the Unknown...

My Inner flame was very dim, 
Felt my choices were also slim
Moving out of the city I loved
Had to stop being pushed,shoved
Betrayed and lied to
Not sure what else to do

"Make the Jump-the net will appear"
"Make the first steps-The path will soon be clear..."

Heart is feeling cleansed
Sight through a more clear lens
The inner flame is growing
still flickers, but it's glowing
Time will continue showing
This choice was wise one
Follow your heart and the Colorado Sun

When I decided to make the move to Colorado, I was really jumping into blind faith. Trusting people I barely knew, trusting things would fall into place. I had $500 to my name. A few job options lined up, a few friends to call upon. 

Yesterday began my fourth month in my journey. Things are slowing shaping into fruition. 
I've got the best job I could have possibly landed. Working for a small private personal training studio, I'm going to have the opportunity to grow with a small local company. It's a perfect fit. My mentor/boss is educating me on the way he's trained;his program design ideas. Its incredible information backed by science. Some I'm familiar with, other information is brand new. 
I'm only going to continue to grow, expand and become more successful than I could have ever imagined. 

I'm grateful to have made the jump into the unknown. I miss my loves in Portland, but my heart is healed. My head is clear. My soul is cleansed. I got out of the worst situation I could have been in. I'm so proud of myself. 
Not saying I'm not still scared. I still have my weak moments. Where I crumbled and drop to my knees and cry. Things are still a little shaky financially. BUT I know I'm at the end of this. I've learned so much in the last year. I've been broken in almost every way possible. Emotionally, financially, and physically. Grateful for all the experiences. 

Grateful for the good times coming around the bend. 


  1. I hear you! On many levels. I'm so happy for you, that you made the decision to jump into new... I just moved to Nevada from Philly for no particular reason except feeling a bit stuck, don't know anyone except our roommates here... But I'm very excited, things have a way of sorting themselves out and especially so if you put your full effort out there which it looks like you certainly have. Light, love and awesome opportunities and coincidences and magic Megz!! xoxo

  2. Thank you for sharing your experiences too babe. I'm proud and excited for you to be experiencing Nevada and all the west coast has to offer! I hope your soul continues to blossom into the unknown, strangers become friends and dreams become reality!

    Thanks for the support, its always appreciated! xo <3