So much turmoil in my head and heart at the moment.
As you all know I made this move to Colorado to get a fresh start, and to heal from my heartache.
The transition has been hard. For many reasons. Things are getting better. I have an amazing family supporting me. I think I'm going to make it... but...
*****I've made the decision to not do Electric Forrest Festival*****
in turn this should allow me to successfully attend Sonic Bloom & Hornings while still paying rent. :)
This summer I have the opportunity to perform at 3 amazing music festivals.
Sonic Bloom-I have to pay a discounted ticket.
Electric Forrest and Hornings Hideout- just need help with travel costs.
and this is where the turmoil really sets in...if I can't even afford getting my home life situated, how dare I even consider going to dance, play and be free.
My heart breaks thinking of not LIVING MY DREAMS and NOT performing hoop dance at these festivals because I financially can't afford it.
If you have any $ you can help donate to my paypal account I would be so very grateful. I'll trade anything I can! I can do g-chat/skype hoop lessons, nutrition and fitness work. Really anything, I'll help you with if you help me in this rough transition.